Time: 5.45pm

Counting down to my Departing time
I seriously dunno why I'm feeling so EMO-ed now
Maybe its my first time flying away from home
First time going away for a long period (3 weeks)
First time knowing what is "I miss you"
First time leaving everything behind and fight for my life
There's so many "first time"
Im just not ready or mentally prepared for this SHIT
I just can't wait to get there, get things done
And fly back here

For the very last night before I fly, I had this DREAM
I encountered this girl, she was . . . how do I say it
She's like the one for me, because the feeling was so real
So real that I'm missing it every minute now
I dunno what is going on with me lately
But, things aren't going that well for me INSIDE (My mind & Heart)

Ever since NS life started for me, it changed me alot
Its a period for a BOY to grow into a MAN
But I dunno that a MAN have so much responsibilities and worries to think about
And my near future have yet been planned out
Like what am I going to study, or what am I going to work as . . .
Or even what kind of wife I'm really looking for
There's many things I need to bring into consideration . . .
I know time is against my will, I can't stop the seconds from ticking
Sometimes, or I shall say in the past
I would want to end everything once and for all
But that's not how life works
We have to stand strong to live throught everyday
To fight for what is right
To care and love my families and friends
To commit myself to serve the Nation
But before all these can be done . . .
The greatest battle still lies WITHIN
Our GREATEST enemy is . . . "MYSELF"
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