Time: 5.45pm

Counting down to my Departing time
I seriously dunno why I'm feeling so EMO-ed now
Maybe its my first time flying away from home
First time going away for a long period (3 weeks)
First time knowing what is "I miss you"
First time leaving everything behind and fight for my life
There's so many "first time"
Im just not ready or mentally prepared for this SHIT
I just can't wait to get there, get things done
And fly back here

For the very last night before I fly, I had this DREAM
I encountered this girl, she was . . . how do I say it
She's like the one for me, because the feeling was so real
So real that I'm missing it every minute now
I dunno what is going on with me lately
But, things aren't going that well for me INSIDE (My mind & Heart)

Ever since NS life started for me, it changed me alot
Its a period for a BOY to grow into a MAN
But I dunno that a MAN have so much responsibilities and worries to think about
And my near future have yet been planned out
Like what am I going to study, or what am I going to work as . . .
Or even what kind of wife I'm really looking for
There's many things I need to bring into consideration . . .
I know time is against my will, I can't stop the seconds from ticking
Sometimes, or I shall say in the past
I would want to end everything once and for all
But that's not how life works
We have to stand strong to live throught everyday
To fight for what is right
To care and love my families and friends
To commit myself to serve the Nation
But before all these can be done . . .
The greatest battle still lies WITHIN
Our GREATEST enemy is . . . "MYSELF"
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Time: 9.30am

Soooo, the D-Day is finally here
Tomorrow Saturday, 16/01/10, Departing on Sunday 0145
I'll be making my way to ROC, Taiwan for training
Its not gonna be an easy 3 weeks
It is gonna suck my whole strength to the max
Will cost 3/4 of my life *HaHa*
All I can Say is . . .
It'll be New Experience, New Terrain, New Climate, New Feeling
This will be my first Virgin Flight and longest away from home
After hearing all the briefings, felt kinda stressed over the training
If don't perform, fall out or what-so-ever
My R&R will be buruned *I Don't want siaaaaaa*
So anyway, also must tahan to the end . . . >.<
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I'll be back on 7th Feb, Sunday 0200
Can't wait to be back after ROC, then can say as I finally got my rank
As a Sergeant (I know I know, sergeant big fark ah? HAHAHAHA)





Time: 12.00pm

Welcome to my very first post for the YEAR 2010 !!!
This week was so happening
Thrusday, booked out at 11am *Wooohooo*
Then went out with "her"
To watch "Alvin The Chipmunks 2" at cine
Rate: 4/5
Was glad that I can spend the last moments of year 2009 together
Nevertheless, more to come =P
After movie, I went to met up with the guys
At "12th Element" for countdown to the new Year
By the time I reach home was already 5am >.< Friday, went to Marina Square and Suntez
Was planning to shop and get Hang's Gift but failed as usual
Around 8pm, went to meet up with the rest at "12th Element" again
This time Hang got the whole 2nd floor just to ourselve
Hang sure did enjoyed himself for the night
*HaHa*, wait till u guys watch the videos on facebook (if you wasn't there)

Sat, was an early celebration for Mikel (2yrs old le)
So fast huh . . .
After that, Hang brought us to some place to eat "Zai"
To my surprise, it wasn't that bad but it was rather nice I shall say
HaHa I'll let the pictures do the talking later

For this year's resolution . . .
At first thought was " To be a better ME "
On 2nd thought, " I want my other half of my heart "
Whatever is it, theres alot I'm looking toward for this year
Time will tell =P
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