Time: 6pm

Why is it that I always felt that my weekend past very fast
Booked out on Thursday Night as I finally able to use my last 1day leave on Friday
I'm going to stay in SISPEC for ASLC (boring)
Which means I can't use anymore leaves until I passed out latest by end of Feb 2010
Anyway, Friday was so boring
Then went out with Jo and JJ to town for some window shopping
Now its like so hard to find ppl to burn time with me
As every1 is busy with their stuff/work/studies
After town, went to AMK Hub to meet up with the guys
To catch Raging Phoenix (Rating 3/5)
Sat, out of a sudden, saw the Singtel X'mas fair
"$0" bring-home Iphone
But I'm not interested in that, so I went to get HTC Tattoo
First time using HTC phone and I'm soooo noob *HaHa*
Still waiting for their Tattoo casing to be out on sale
Maybe I'll grab 1 after that
Today, nth much, slack at home
Dunno wanna bookin later tonight or bookin VERY early tmr morning

Honestly, for these few days
I've been trying to divert my mind from thinking about ASLC
I'm sooo not looking forwards to camp now
Because, I have to go back to those sickening training places AGAIN
To do some "advance" liked training . . . I really really hate the places I been before
And this phase is 13weeks (Another BMTC period)
If everything goes as plan,I'll be heading to Taiwan for 3weeks training
I'm still a virgin on flight,meaning nv took a PLANE before
And during our stay in Taiwan, the last 3 days will be free and easy
With 2 weeks+ of intense training, only giving us with 3 days of FUN =\
"WHAT" a good deal sia .. Whatever lah
After calculation, my ASLC will end roughly by the last week of Feb
I'm just worried about my next posting as not much vacations are left
Guards, Infantry . . . Hopfully can go BMTC
Lucky best, MP or Air-Force
But . . . Haiz . . . WTF lah !
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---> He's going Air-Force(Lucky B**t**d) =P

Slacking on my desk as usual . . .

Bad weather recently . . . (Doesn't link with my pic, haha)

Who Cares !!! I still go out to enjoy myself
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At this point of time, I'm still living everyday aimlessly
Not knowing whats there for me after NS
I dunno what I wanna study
I'm honestly not enjoying my life 50/50 of the time
I don't wanna be a burden to my parents, I wanna do them proud
I always wish the best that I can to all my loves one,friends, families and whoever
I dunno why I have such a soft heart
A heart that can feel every single emotion that I witness with my eyes
There's no doubt that I nv think twice to sacrifice myself for others
What do I want? Happiness everywhere everyone every-now-and-then
I dunno if everything I did was true-fully or not
That's why my favourite song nowadays is "Not meant to be" by Theory of A Deadman
The lyrics is soooo nice
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It's never enough to say I'm sorry
It's never enough to say I care
But I'm caught between what you wanted from me
And knowing that if I give that to you
I might just disappear

Nobody wins when everyone's losing

It's like one step forward and two steps back
No matter what I do you're always mad
And I, I can't change your mind
I know it's like trying to turn away one way street
I can't give you what you want
And it's killing me
And I, I'm starting to see
Maybe we're not meant to be

It's never enough to say I love you
No, it's never enough to say I try
It's hard to believe
That's theres no way out for you and me
And it seems to be the story of our lives

Nobody wins when everyone's losing

It's like one step forward and two steps back
No matter what I do you're always mad
And I, I can't change your mind
I know it's like trying to turn away one way street
I can't give you what you want
And it's killing me
And I, I'm starting to see
Maybe we're not meant to be

There's still time to turn this around
You could building this up instead of tearing it down
But I keep thinking
Maybe it's too late

It's like one step forward and two steps back
No matter what I do you're always mad
And I, I can't change your mind
I know it's like trying to turn away one way street
I can't give you what you want
And it's killing me
And I, I'm starting to see
Maybe we're not meant to be

It's like one step forward and two steps back
No matter what I do you're always mad
And I, baby I'm sorry to see
Maybe we're not meant to be

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Time: 8pm

Fark lah . . . just passed out from SISPEC BSLC
ANd what I got for passing out was to . . .
ARMOR INFRANTRY
WTF LAH!!!
And you know what, I did volunteer myself for ASLC in SISPEC
But I still got this posting
I told my stuff to try to put me and some of my bunk mates to stay in ASLC
Just waiting for news next week

And Neu Jun Jie is so farkingggggggggg lucky
Got Air Force Anti Air Unit as Specialists
*Speechless*
Why he always so lucky de
I lost my luck to MP and Arti also
I guess my life is to chiong chiong and chiong as an infrantry le
My 28km Route March was successfully completed
My leg was soooooooo "shiock" lah
Walking from 8pm onwards to 6am
And they told us our covered distance was more than 28km
Which was roughly around 34km =_="
Haiz, I really no mood le lah
How to enjoy this weekend . . .





Time: 5.15pm

I know I know, its been soooo long since I've last blogged
Since this afternoon I was so bored . . .
Decided to blog after some room cleaning
I digged all my tables + closet
Went throught all my stuff, throwing all the useless items
Sad to say, I forgotten so many of these things inside my closet
All the way back to Primary Sch time
All the Pokemon(s) keychains, some toys and etc
I even found the "Old-School" telephone card and Bus/Mrt Card
1 item which made me nearly Cry within was . . .
A golden Key-Chain which my Grandma gave me Looong ago
Oh Man, I really do miss her, she always buy me the Nicest Laksa
Back at Seragoon (My previous home)
I also found my Magic Cards and I totally forgot how to play
Also located some art materials and bla bla bla
Something still azmuse me was, I found a box of "Hearts"
Paper Hearts made from Bus ticketssss . . .
I still remember wanting to give it as a gift to my special "someone"
But now, it doesn't seem important to me anymore

Come to think of it, going through all my stuff
Really brought me back alot of precious memories
Things that I've long forgotten have be revived today
Right at this moment, I set myself thinking

Time really flied past really fast . . . And I'm already 21
Sad to say going to 22 . . . But I'm still kinda lost at times
Honestly, I'm still waiting for my special someone to share my other
part of my heart. I'm not desperate for love
I'm just waiting for the right moment to come by
Right moment for the Right Girl of my life
When will that be ? ? ?

I guess life just goes on
I'm trying my best to live everyday happily
Not to regret but enjoy to the Full-est =)
Speaking of that, NS life really brings my mood up and down
With all the field camps (which I really hate) is killing me
But maybe for these 1-3 weeks
Can slack and enjoy abit because BSLC is coming to an end
Coming week left 28km Route March, last high key event
Then following week no off, have to stay in and do PT,swimming and games
Preparing for ASLC which is the week after, its gonna be another crazy ride
13 weeks of advance training including going to Taiwan for 3 weeks (Around 11st Jan)
I'm just scare to think of what's gonna happen next
Just living it through each day and trying to survive it
Only way that keeps me going was, questions that I asked myself
"Why am I here, right here at this moment?"
"Is because I have to serve army to DEFEND ALL MY LOVE ONES !!!"