Time: 9pm

Yesterday had a last minute plan to surprise Loong
But didn't go well as planned
But anyway, there won't be any friends that gonna spend their time . . .
ALONE during their birthday
Even tho I'm busy, I'm gonna plan something for you no matter what
That's what friends are for

Anyway, month of August have so much stuff lined up
First or all, tomorrow is 7th month le
That means I try not to go home late or cycle home late just for 30 days =\
Shit loads of things up-coming

1st Aug: Driving Lesson [3]
5th Aug: GEMs Exam (50%)
7th Aug: Network Management Project Checkpoint 1
8th Aug: TNP Report / Driving Lesson [4]
9th Aug: Happy B'day Singapore !
11st Aug: TNP Written Test
12nd Aug: CSM Formal Presentation
14th Aug: Network Management Completion
11-15Aug: One of the days for FYP ShowCase
15th Aug: Driving Lesson [5]
21st Aug: Network Management Sem Exam
27th Aug: ICD Sem Exam

Jez, I can't wait till after 27th August
So at least I can stop thinking about sch at least
More white hair growing le >.>





Time: 9.30pm

Blogging on my slow lappy
This week seems to be an emo week for so many ppl
All because of [L]ove and [ r / s ]
Why are we borned to have such feelings and problems
That's just life
But I do believe on my fact . . .
"Girls, stop making the farking decision !"
You won't know if you don't give [H]im a chance to step into your heart
Screw the love on first sight
Screw the feelings
All those can be build slowly when r/s mature
I really like the term --> [Female Species]
Cause they are killing the Man-Kind
But for those girls who met a bad/naughty bf
Then you SUAY LIKE _l_ lor . . .
Wahahahaha
Looking at my bros so heart-broken
There's nth much I can do
Girls always scare they got cheated and bla bla bla
Oh c'mon, if you scare get cheated..don't fall in love lor
I know I know, girls are looking at us the same way too
Lying to them, cheating on them, but whatever lah
Cause I believe my Bros ain't that kind of ppl
Don't leave the door locked
At least leave the door un-locked for them =P
*Just like all couple getting married, the morning ceremonial*
Only know how to make a big hold before letting us in
It all makes sense . . .
So guys, get the farking key into their heart !
Stop letting the Female Species dominate us !

Haha, anyway
It's gonna be another month till holidays
I've completed 4 projects, there's like . . .
1 , 2 .. no .. [3] more projects not including FYP to do
Exams in less than 2 weeks time
Last paper on 27 August, then 6 weeks holidays
But can't relax to the MAX !!! *Awwww*
Because got FYP to chiong before end of Sept
Don't worry about me much, I'm still doing alright
Music ease my stress .. that's me =P
Really hope got time to work part-time
Get a little more pocket money for future

Speaking of [L]ove and r/s
I really envy all loving couples
Still wondering when I can get a taste of such Love
My time will come . . . one day . . .





Today was the day I really hate sch
My stress level already gone over the LIMIT !
I'm just about to break down anytime
I can't handle the pressure given by the kuku FYP !!!
The supervisor really PISSED ME OFF !
And I'm so fark dup that we're still going no where after weeks
I really don't like the feeling of not knowing what to do
It really SUX
Already completed 2 projects, started on another 3
Next week, there will be another 2 more projects coming in...
Exams just around the corner too
From 11 August onwards
And all these PLUS FYP
Oh c'mon
I don't even have a day off without thinking about sch
I don't have time for part-time job
I won't have time to go find myself a girlfriend
I can't focus during Driving Lessons
I have to worry about $$
I can't neglect my friends neither =\
I wanna make things change and get positive outcomes
I can't handle so much pressure
Even a ballon has its limit before it's gonna BOOM !
I just wish I can end everything now
There's no one that can help me but myself
Music is the only thing containing my stress
Emo-ed whole day, don't even give a damn on how ppl gonna think about me
I'm just tired...
Tired till I can't even smile
I'm just speechless . . .





Time: 8.30pm

Just came back from CausewayPoint
Went to grab some stuff with Alex for tomorrow's outing
Now waiting to confirm whether later going out for supper anot

Anyway, been so busy with projects for the past few weeks
Monday to Thursday go sch early, go home late at 6pm
Damn tired and really hate the crowd in MRTs
I've been focusing on my sch work
Totally have no time to think about other stuff or games =\
That's why I'm looking forward to our Sentosa Trip tomorrow
To de-stress and play beach volleyball !

Today was my very first Driving Lesson
All I have to say is, how I wish to drive AUTO CAR !!!
I believe I need to get hook of the feel asap
Otherwise I'll be wasting my $$ like water
HaHa, don't wish to share my clumsiness
Practice makes perfect
Looking forward to the next lesson then =P