Time: 5.15pm

I know I know, its been soooo long since I've last blogged
Since this afternoon I was so bored . . .
Decided to blog after some room cleaning
I digged all my tables + closet
Went throught all my stuff, throwing all the useless items
Sad to say, I forgotten so many of these things inside my closet
All the way back to Primary Sch time
All the Pokemon(s) keychains, some toys and etc
I even found the "Old-School" telephone card and Bus/Mrt Card
1 item which made me nearly Cry within was . . .
A golden Key-Chain which my Grandma gave me Looong ago
Oh Man, I really do miss her, she always buy me the Nicest Laksa
Back at Seragoon (My previous home)
I also found my Magic Cards and I totally forgot how to play
Also located some art materials and bla bla bla
Something still azmuse me was, I found a box of "Hearts"
Paper Hearts made from Bus ticketssss . . .
I still remember wanting to give it as a gift to my special "someone"
But now, it doesn't seem important to me anymore

Come to think of it, going through all my stuff
Really brought me back alot of precious memories
Things that I've long forgotten have be revived today
Right at this moment, I set myself thinking

Time really flied past really fast . . . And I'm already 21
Sad to say going to 22 . . . But I'm still kinda lost at times
Honestly, I'm still waiting for my special someone to share my other
part of my heart. I'm not desperate for love
I'm just waiting for the right moment to come by
Right moment for the Right Girl of my life
When will that be ? ? ?

I guess life just goes on
I'm trying my best to live everyday happily
Not to regret but enjoy to the Full-est =)
Speaking of that, NS life really brings my mood up and down
With all the field camps (which I really hate) is killing me
But maybe for these 1-3 weeks
Can slack and enjoy abit because BSLC is coming to an end
Coming week left 28km Route March, last high key event
Then following week no off, have to stay in and do PT,swimming and games
Preparing for ASLC which is the week after, its gonna be another crazy ride
13 weeks of advance training including going to Taiwan for 3 weeks (Around 11st Jan)
I'm just scare to think of what's gonna happen next
Just living it through each day and trying to survive it
Only way that keeps me going was, questions that I asked myself
"Why am I here, right here at this moment?"
"Is because I have to serve army to DEFEND ALL MY LOVE ONES !!!"