Time: 6pm

Why is it that I always felt that my weekend past very fast
Booked out on Thursday Night as I finally able to use my last 1day leave on Friday
I'm going to stay in SISPEC for ASLC (boring)
Which means I can't use anymore leaves until I passed out latest by end of Feb 2010
Anyway, Friday was so boring
Then went out with Jo and JJ to town for some window shopping
Now its like so hard to find ppl to burn time with me
As every1 is busy with their stuff/work/studies
After town, went to AMK Hub to meet up with the guys
To catch Raging Phoenix (Rating 3/5)
Sat, out of a sudden, saw the Singtel X'mas fair
"$0" bring-home Iphone
But I'm not interested in that, so I went to get HTC Tattoo
First time using HTC phone and I'm soooo noob *HaHa*
Still waiting for their Tattoo casing to be out on sale
Maybe I'll grab 1 after that
Today, nth much, slack at home
Dunno wanna bookin later tonight or bookin VERY early tmr morning

Honestly, for these few days
I've been trying to divert my mind from thinking about ASLC
I'm sooo not looking forwards to camp now
Because, I have to go back to those sickening training places AGAIN
To do some "advance" liked training . . . I really really hate the places I been before
And this phase is 13weeks (Another BMTC period)
If everything goes as plan,I'll be heading to Taiwan for 3weeks training
I'm still a virgin on flight,meaning nv took a PLANE before
And during our stay in Taiwan, the last 3 days will be free and easy
With 2 weeks+ of intense training, only giving us with 3 days of FUN =\
"WHAT" a good deal sia .. Whatever lah
After calculation, my ASLC will end roughly by the last week of Feb
I'm just worried about my next posting as not much vacations are left
Guards, Infantry . . . Hopfully can go BMTC
Lucky best, MP or Air-Force
But . . . Haiz . . . WTF lah !
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---> He's going Air-Force(Lucky B**t**d) =P

Slacking on my desk as usual . . .

Bad weather recently . . . (Doesn't link with my pic, haha)

Who Cares !!! I still go out to enjoy myself
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At this point of time, I'm still living everyday aimlessly
Not knowing whats there for me after NS
I dunno what I wanna study
I'm honestly not enjoying my life 50/50 of the time
I don't wanna be a burden to my parents, I wanna do them proud
I always wish the best that I can to all my loves one,friends, families and whoever
I dunno why I have such a soft heart
A heart that can feel every single emotion that I witness with my eyes
There's no doubt that I nv think twice to sacrifice myself for others
What do I want? Happiness everywhere everyone every-now-and-then
I dunno if everything I did was true-fully or not
That's why my favourite song nowadays is "Not meant to be" by Theory of A Deadman
The lyrics is soooo nice
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It's never enough to say I'm sorry
It's never enough to say I care
But I'm caught between what you wanted from me
And knowing that if I give that to you
I might just disappear

Nobody wins when everyone's losing

It's like one step forward and two steps back
No matter what I do you're always mad
And I, I can't change your mind
I know it's like trying to turn away one way street
I can't give you what you want
And it's killing me
And I, I'm starting to see
Maybe we're not meant to be

It's never enough to say I love you
No, it's never enough to say I try
It's hard to believe
That's theres no way out for you and me
And it seems to be the story of our lives

Nobody wins when everyone's losing

It's like one step forward and two steps back
No matter what I do you're always mad
And I, I can't change your mind
I know it's like trying to turn away one way street
I can't give you what you want
And it's killing me
And I, I'm starting to see
Maybe we're not meant to be

There's still time to turn this around
You could building this up instead of tearing it down
But I keep thinking
Maybe it's too late

It's like one step forward and two steps back
No matter what I do you're always mad
And I, I can't change your mind
I know it's like trying to turn away one way street
I can't give you what you want
And it's killing me
And I, I'm starting to see
Maybe we're not meant to be

It's like one step forward and two steps back
No matter what I do you're always mad
And I, baby I'm sorry to see
Maybe we're not meant to be

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