Time: 5.15pm

I know I know, its been soooo long since I've last blogged
Since this afternoon I was so bored . . .
Decided to blog after some room cleaning
I digged all my tables + closet
Went throught all my stuff, throwing all the useless items
Sad to say, I forgotten so many of these things inside my closet
All the way back to Primary Sch time
All the Pokemon(s) keychains, some toys and etc
I even found the "Old-School" telephone card and Bus/Mrt Card
1 item which made me nearly Cry within was . . .
A golden Key-Chain which my Grandma gave me Looong ago
Oh Man, I really do miss her, she always buy me the Nicest Laksa
Back at Seragoon (My previous home)
I also found my Magic Cards and I totally forgot how to play
Also located some art materials and bla bla bla
Something still azmuse me was, I found a box of "Hearts"
Paper Hearts made from Bus ticketssss . . .
I still remember wanting to give it as a gift to my special "someone"
But now, it doesn't seem important to me anymore

Come to think of it, going through all my stuff
Really brought me back alot of precious memories
Things that I've long forgotten have be revived today
Right at this moment, I set myself thinking

Time really flied past really fast . . . And I'm already 21
Sad to say going to 22 . . . But I'm still kinda lost at times
Honestly, I'm still waiting for my special someone to share my other
part of my heart. I'm not desperate for love
I'm just waiting for the right moment to come by
Right moment for the Right Girl of my life
When will that be ? ? ?

I guess life just goes on
I'm trying my best to live everyday happily
Not to regret but enjoy to the Full-est =)
Speaking of that, NS life really brings my mood up and down
With all the field camps (which I really hate) is killing me
But maybe for these 1-3 weeks
Can slack and enjoy abit because BSLC is coming to an end
Coming week left 28km Route March, last high key event
Then following week no off, have to stay in and do PT,swimming and games
Preparing for ASLC which is the week after, its gonna be another crazy ride
13 weeks of advance training including going to Taiwan for 3 weeks (Around 11st Jan)
I'm just scare to think of what's gonna happen next
Just living it through each day and trying to survive it
Only way that keeps me going was, questions that I asked myself
"Why am I here, right here at this moment?"
"Is because I have to serve army to DEFEND ALL MY LOVE ONES !!!"





Time: 8pm

Its been 3 weeks,coming 4th week in SISPEC now
[S]uffer [I]n [S]ilence [P]lus [E]xtra [C]onfinement
Things are getting more intense and demanding
First week was quite a "CHALET" here at SISPEC
Till all the 3km run started in the morning and their circuit strength trainings
The only thing that I'm soooo pissed was
I got "silver" for IPPT cat test
Then when got into the real graded test
I only got "Pass" for it
Failed to get 8 pullups ( got 7 that day )
That means, I have to burn most of my Sats now
Haiz, nvm .. this is part of life =/

Coming Tuesday will be another shag day, going Navigation at Mandai
Worst place to go EVER !
And following weeks will be 3 field camps in a row
Week 5, Week 6 and Week 7
BLOODY HELL LAH !!!
So emo now, with all the trainings, tests and so much STRESS
Can't wait for each bookout to go chill and relax
Seriously, I Have To Fight On !!!

Anyway, ytd went to Jo's 21st B'day Celebration at Costa Sand Pasir Ris
Its been awhile we had a gathering
The night was crazy with all the card games
And Wild punishments/forfits we had to do
Its been fun, and will be looking forward to many more Outings/Gatherings
I gtg soon, will emo throughout the night
Haiz... May The Force Be With Me





Time: 11.59pm

Just came back from Expo
Went to the Super Import Night 2009
First time paying for a car show but it sure worth it
All the female models are cute and sexy siaaaaaaaaaaaaa *HaHa*
But the most epic moment was still . . .
Those uncles with old camera and uncles with Nikon camera
Trying to take the picture of their life . . . HaHa
But the most sad thing was
My camera went FLAT half way through the day and and and
WTF LAH !!! Seriously . . .
Haiz, really wasted
Nv took pictures of the models from USA and Taiwan
Anyway, the cars there are soooo cool as well
Hoping to get 1 of any of those car *Dreammmm lor*

















































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Here are the Ladies For The Night !!!
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Time: 12pm

I've been trying to enjoy myself to the MAX for these few days
Just a week ago was my GP ( PoP )
After that on Friday, went to Tommy's Pre-B'day Celebration
Had a great dinner but end the day with a lousy movie, GAMER
Before that, went to shop around at Suntez (Comex) and Orchard





Next was JJ's Pre-B'day Celebration on Sat
It was held at his auntie's condo near Admiratly
Our mission for that day was to wet him totally
Since the swimming pool was right beside on
And we did accomplished our mission
JJ . . . SongBo!!! HaHa
The Buffet was nice btw

After that I had to rush over to Beach Road
FOR GENTING !!! My first time going
And it was with my bunk mates
The whole trip was crazy and fun and interesting
Reached there on Sunday morning 6am
Can't checkin yet
So we explore around the whole place
Walking aimlessly, then settle down for breakfast at MarryBrown
After that went to Play arcade to win our CJ7s
Was so fun lah, who says playing arcade is for kids only =P
After that, went to checkin around 2pm
Slack for the rest of the first day, planning what to do next day
2nd day, its OUTDOOR THEME PARK time
I've managed to try most of the games except Space Shot & Cyclone
The CorkScrew was .. crazy !!!
Play until I abit headache liao lah
After dinner, went to check out Casino
Was sooooo tempted to try, but I controlled myself not to
Otherwise I'll just lose all my money =P
I'll just let the pictures do the talking now=)

















































*********Missing a few pics, will post when I have them***************





Time: 9.15pm

OMFG, finally the LONG awaited Graduation Parade(PoP) is here
The 24km Route March is really a killer
Both my legs are . . . GG liao

Anyway, there's so many stuff to share
And It's not possible for me to blog the whole 13 weeks of BMT
But nevertheless, PoP means the start of NS life
We only learn all the Basics in Tekong
We'll start our NS journey from here =)

As for my Hawk Company, our Commanders and bunk mates
I honestly would say, I'm glad to know them in life
They've changed my life in a way or other, I did the same to them as well
First 2 weeks, I was named as Disipline Master for my Section
As I was so serious and always telling them what to do
Time flies, everyone knew what to do by then
Slowly slowly, we got to see each others' true faces during field camp
Ppl who are selfish or they'll do whatever it takes to help each other
Everyone is shag, but most importantly, we have to work together
We can discover something that you can never thought of when working together
"More than meets the eyes"
Upon tough times, Ups and Downs
My buddies, friends or even brothers
Will all share the hardship we will face to accomplish things
We all share the punishments as one, we learnt as one, we fight as one
And Platoon 1 Hawk Compnay will always be the best
Even we're still not on-par with other platoon
Our Sir said is right
"I don't care what the other platoon do,as long as you guys are doing it right,
Giving your best effort on it,I'm already proud of you guys"
And whatever toughness we face, encourgements and commitments are damn important role
I always tell my brothers,"Giving up now is as good as Giving up yourself!!!"

There's many valuable life lessons I've learnt in BMTC
But I hope I really made a difference to many, sharing of thoughts with my bunkmates
Confession sections, heart to heart talks, true or dare was fun also
I won't say these 13 weeks was slack or very tough or its like HELL
Most importantly, these 13 weeks were well spent
I gained many things from this period
And we don't just end here, GP (PoP) is only the beginning of NS Journey
These friends, brothers in arms are genuine friends we keep for life
Bathing naked all together, Pee-ing in the forest like nobody business
Digging our "bed" during field camp, countless stand-by area/bed
Water-Parades, Marching together wherever we go, sweating as one
All these will definitely build our bond stonger each day
A friendship that will nv break by force
Anyway, I'll just let the pictures do the talking for now
POP!!!
















Platoon 1 Section 4

My Buddy

Hawk Coy Platoon 1

Bunk Mates for 13weeks



My Dad =)


Long Lost Brother *HaHa*


Our Sir in Action ( 2Lt Adam )

Our OC ( Cpt Teo )




He Kept Calling Me Lips










Home Sweet Home

GoodBye Tekong !

Never Easy To Say GoodBye . . .





Time: 6pm

Morning I woke up, my mom asked me something
A question that OWNED me DEEP DEEP
"You bought that cake is for who?"
I nv hesitate and quickly replied, "For daddy lor"
A few seconds after she walked out of my room
I remembered . . . OMFG, June 20 is her B'day
I totally forgot LAH !!! *SHIT*
I bought an early cake for Fathers' Day but forgot bout my mom's b'day
After she came back from Market
Well, I told her, "Don't cook lunch, lets go out eat, as well as go bai bai"
And luckily I redeemed myself for my forgetfulness
Quickly bath and we all set to Bugis
Came to Seafood Harvest to give it a try

At Bugis

Got my Mango Float while waiting

Fish & Chicken Combo

Fried Dory Fillet + Clayfish&Chicken Baked Rice

Me, Mom and Dad =)

After lunch, went to the temple in the Bugis Streets there
Just bai bai for my own safety and well-being in NS
The thing I really felt touched was
Having to see my parents praying(bai bai) for my well-being
Asking "Shen" to protect me and guide me through diffcult times
Tears was gathered at my lower eyes lids at that time
Really felt like crying, but I hold on to my tears
After temple, walked around bugis
Then home sweet home for dinner, Last home cooked dinner =P

I was so random, just felt like getting my hair cut before going in tmr
So, no need wait liao, I go cut botak already
The moment I look myself clearly again in the mirror
"Who the FARK IS THIS GUY SIA !!!"
I look 85% like a chinese Monk, whick I don't LIKE !!!
OMFG LAH !!!
Not gonna show you how I look botak
Anyway this is the last photo and hairstyle I'll gonna miss for the next 2 years

Gonna Miss my "Handsome" looks *HaHa*

After dinner, started to pack all my stuff needed for National Chalet
These are most of the stuff I'm bringing

Checking if I'm missing anything

Goggles + slippers on top, Tada!

--------------------[Heart to Heart]--------------------------
In the end of the day, I would ask myself again
"Am I ready? Am I all set to commit my life to NS for the next 2 years?"
"Have I prepared myself?"
Answer is, "I'm not sure"
I am still anticipating alot of things bout Tekong
How the place is gonna be like *Obviously I nv go to see my bro that time*
How the peeps gonna be like
Which company I'll be in, where will I end up with after Tekong
And will I go hungry most of the time * My bro(s) will know what I mean *
And many many more . . .
Crazy thoughts are coming on and off
But all I can do is, try to adept the place and people I'm gonna live together with
For the next 13 weeks ( 3months & 1week )
I'm really hoping for the best and nothing comes easy or free
Gonna work my ass through times and earn whatever is needed
National Service = Never Say Never

And I got to take this time to thanks Alex Chua
For giving me a boost
I took the effort to ask my parents out today for lunch
Celebrate My mom's early B'day together with Fathers' Day
This is something I have never done for many many years now
My relationship with my parents or family can be better
Just need a little more twick in me and I believe I can do it
And honestly, after see-ing so many couples outside today
It sets me thinking again, when will my day come
I wanna show all my Love, care&concern to my special half
I wanna live through all the tough time and share the happiness together
I wanna share the tears of joy together
I wanna tell her all my history
I wanna be able to provide everything that she wants as well
Because, I know, a relationship is not just me who wants what to happen or achieve
Its about both party to be able to strive towards the same happiness together
As far as I know, I always sux big time on the initial part of chasing a girl
Just gonna re-think my stragety and works towards my future
But first of all, I have to overcome my fears !

Anyway, this will be my last post
I'll be back home in 2 weeks time
Don't miss me =D
--------------------[Heart to Heart]--------------------------





Time:11pm
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Stay Tune tomorrow if you wanna know how I'm feeling
Will share all my feelings and thoughts to my readers
Till then, Enjoy The Night Guys !!!
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Time: 8.35pm

[ Last 2nd Night Till National Service ]

To start off with a good note
I enjoyed most of the time since Sch ended in the late Feb
Apart from the Chicken Pox which I had earlier this year
Let me recall most of the things that happened . . .

After my final exams that day, went for lunch with Poly mates at Seoul Garden
Hardly had a time where we go out as a WHOLE CLASS
Every single outing counts, as we bond much closer each time

Right After Our Last Paper(Exam)

Group Pic 1

Grp Pic 2

Don't Wait le, Lets Dig In !

Don't Shy Lah, haha

Smiling As Always

My FYP Buddies 4ever, Azmil & Wen

My Class's Girls

Cheezeeeeeee

Class's Handsome Guys

Class Photo

Next was a class BBQ at East Coast Park
Another great gathering =)

Grp Pic 1

Grp Pic 2

I Sabo-ed my Friend, so FUNNY LAH !!!

Pic For The Night

And recently, had our "GUYS" BBQ
Just to dine together before we all commit our 2 years of LIFE to NS
Great Moments were remembered . . .

Azmil, 1st to enlist into Tekong

Not So Close Friends, but still friends =P

All Before Botak !!!

Thats about it for my poly friends
Can't wait for the next gathering, to see all of us BOTAK !
Still wishes all of them all the best for the good years ahead

Next, was the period where Me, Alex and Nick found ourselves working with . . .
Charles & Keith
Started off with the 8 days Warehouse Sales Job
It was tiring, it was hot and sweaty, it wasn't an easy job
Its been challanging for me as my 1st time working in the Service Line
Sad to say, Alex and Nick didn't did much of the sales as they were both
Asked to do security jobs
As for me, it was crazy on the Friday and Saturday during the sales
Jez, I just dunno why girls have SOOOO many design of shoes
Warehouse Sales was tough, but it was a Warm Up for me
Because I continued working with Charles & Keith
My base Outlet was at Jurong Point, thank god wasn't at Wisma * Ooops *
Haha, I shot 2 guys in the face
But Seriously, WISMA IS HELL !!!
Glad that I'm station at JP most of the time
Met very poilte customers, which brighten up my day
And I have to endure those very %)(*#$(*&^@^&! de customers
That's how service line works
So, come to think of it, I've learnt many valuable lessons
And felt the affections my colleagues had shown
Building up my courage/confident as the time goes
Just 3 words, "I'll Always Remember"

Christie

Candy

LiDan

YanLing

Great Colleagues . . .

Always Remembered !

Once stopped work, I spent most of my time with . . .
People who I already know for, hmm . . . Coming 9 Years le
My Bro(s) and Sis(s)
Started off with a series of 21st B'days
My 21st B'day was successful
Even tho the food was really Expensive, I'm still happy with the whole celebration

Bro(s) that came on the 1st Night

My BrotherHood

Poly Mates

BodyGuards, *** $10 Pls ***

$609, F**KING EXP !

My Fruity B'day Cake =)

I Wish . . . I Wish . . . I Wish

Sisters for bout 9 Years le

How My Bro(s) eat cakes =P **JUST DIG IN !**

Thx for being a part of my LIFE !

Next was SuLing's 21st B'day
She had too many dancing friends until we outcast ourselves
So sad lor, but nevertheless, we went and wished her "Happy Birthday"

SuLing 21st Year Old Le

Not to forget, Glen's B'day was the same date as SuLing
Had dinner at Seoul Garden and a special Kaya Cake for him
The cake nice hor =P

Make A Wish

Next was Von's 21st B'day
Didn't took any picture
But, you can never imagine how much effort she put in
To change the whole place into a mini restaurant
That's why she called it "Cocktail Party"
I was stunned till speechless
Never thought of it, haha
Great food + Great atmosphere = Great Night

Next, just right after that day
Its Nick's and following day was Yang's 21st B'day
To make things simple, we all dine together at Mandarin Oriental Hotel
For their b'day celebration
Its great food + great atmosphere yet again
Had a little surprise for them in the end
After dinner, when to Fashion Bar for drinks
There's 2 memorable things I would say
Firstly would be MR Sim Chee Loong
First to knock out and his voice was sooooo FUNNY till MAXED !
Secondly, I got my very first kiss from a stranger
Who they were having a Bachelorette Party
She was putting up sales of kisses on specify places
So I choose Cheeks for just $5 *HaHa*

Dining at Melts the world Cafe

Tommy & Nick enjoying the Seafoodssss

Alex & Me

Surprise that we gave Nick & Yang

HAPPY BIRTHDAY YANG & NICK

The $5 Kiss from a strange *HAHA*

Nite at FashionBar

Memories Kept Away

Lately, was QY's b'day
So Called "last gathering" before most of us going NS

QuiYun's 21st B'day

Other than the series of b'day celebrations
Also spent most of the time eating eating and eating with my bro(s)
Sorry to cause a big hole in our wallets
But we can never enjoy anything more other than eating NICE FOODS !
Gonna post alot of random pictures from all the places we dine in

Mak , our future Chef

Cheers

Waffles for Supper?

Hmm, Ice-creams for supper then =D

Freshly BBQ Prawns

L2sharegoodfoods

Wen Introducing New York New York's Fish&Chips

Thats Sean

CamWhore while waiting for food

Me & Wen **He's lucky to go Police Adac**

He's Gonna miss his HairStyle

Meatballs Spagatti

Hawaiian Teriyaki Chicken

Cold Crab Served

Tower of Rings

Level 2 Spicy Wings, Don't Play Play with Lvl 10

Black Sesame

Mocha Tiramisu *Very sweet and nice*
-------------------[Emo Section]------------------------------------------------

I'm really really happy for the time I've spent with my friends
From Poly mates..to sec sch friends..to my brothers and sisters
These are the people who really brighten your life everytime u see them
They're the people who make a difference in me
And not forgetting, my FAMILY
The Love my mom had shown me, taking very good care of the whole family
Her contribution can never be bought by any amount of $$$
MY dad, giving the family a sense of secure and comfort
My bro, hmm, at least showing care and concern to everyone in the house
As for me, I believe its about time to contribute more
I really can't express my feelings well towards my family and friends
But I dont wanna wish to live in regrets as well
I gonna keep on trying, bring a better me to everyone
I know I've not spent much time with my family
Or even try to get close
But I will never give up trying
As for my bro(s) and close friends
I can confirm you that I'm gonna train hard, grow fast, and change my mindsets
TO MAKE A BETTER ME, I wanna make an Impact to people's life
But in order to do that, I have to overcome my fears and weakness first
Its not easy but I promise you, there will be the day
Where I standout from the rest and Be a Leader as I always wanna be
"BEST CAPTAIN" ** HaHa **

-------------------[Emo Section]------------------------------------------------


I wanna go to the Singapore Flyers !!!

Gonna Miss my home

Gonna Miss this for 2 weeks and many more days ahead

But truly honestly, I gonna miss my FAMILY and FRIENDS !!!
Signing Off, take care peeps ^_~